Relationships. What are these fascinating creatures. Are they good to eat? Can they be used for any purpose? Is there any point to having them at all? That is not up to me to decide, but only to give my views on it......

This is a true story......

It started when I moved into my first moved into my new home. Within the first few days, I was fascinated with the new environment, coming home straight after school to get used to it. This, naturally, wore off after the second week and I began to look for friends. That was when she came in.

Being a young, pure and innocent Pri. 3 boy, I was only looking for friends to play with in the neighbourhood, but found something else instead. Just by looking at her, I could melt and everytime she called my name, I would get excited. Just being in her presence was enough for me. Almost every night, I would lie down in bed, and imagine her lying down next to me, comforting me, illuminating me, just like how the full moon shines its light onto the earth as she lights up my darkness, giving me warmth and feeling. Of course there were bad times, where I would get bullied and taunted by her, leaving my broken heart in shambles. But during other times, I get to interact with her, leaving me contented for the next 2 days. At one point in time, I wanted to spend my life and run away with her, but that did not happen. In a flash, two years passed... It was time for me to move out to another place. I tried to say goodbye, but did not get a chance to do so properly, as we were busy with the packing. "I will come back and visit you," I said. But till this day, I haven't gone back. Why did it have to end this way, why is fate so cruel? After much thought, I realised that everything God does, he does for a reason and so I just took it in my stride and moved on in with my life.

All the memories we shared, the pastimes we enjoyed, and the friendships we forged, will all be kept in a special place in the depths of my heart. To the person, if you are reading this, I am sorry if you feel the same way about me and I am sorry for not saying a proper goodbye, please forgive me.

And just one more thing... The friends that we have lost, and the people that we cherish......

Never forget them......


This is dedicated to my good friend Amet, and I hope that he will cheer up and stop thinking about those although unchangeble, but forgivable events......

ANTJ, signin out
ANTJ PlaCes NeXt 2 U on4:04 PM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Post no. 4!?!?!?!

Ok, this is post no. 4 xie xie da jia the zhi chi!!!

Recently, I have just finished reading Naruto book 12! In the book, there were 2 matches, Naruto v.s Neji and Shikamaru v.s some fan girl. Both the matches were very egg-citing, but had quite a bit of talking and eggs-planation. The best match so far I feel is Shikamaru's match, where he displays his wit and agility. But in the end, he gives up easily, putting a disappointing end to the match. Now, I am reading Gaara's match, watch out for more updates.

Back home, both my parents have got the flu,(Dammit cannot play too much com now) and have taken leave, staying at home. It was first my bro, then me, and finally them. I hope that both of them will get well soon.

Another egg-ventourous egg-venture was my training on Tuesday. As the whole club was slacking, we got punishing and I also puked my lungs out. But in the end, it turned out to be okay, as we took a break and everybody felt energized after that.

From the events, I have learnt to use Shikamaru as and egg-xample, using your wits and intelligence evern in the face of danger. Putting others before yourslef is also a good quality and I hope to become one of these people soon. Through my training, I have also learnt that success does not come through slacking, but PURE, HARD, WORK.

ANTJ, signin out!

ANTJ PlaCes NeXt 2 U on5:03 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005

Whoohoo! post no. 3!!!

Today, was, how should I say it, a eventful day. First of all, let's start off by saying that I woke up with a heavy head in the morning, due to Shaman King, the night before.(SHAMAN KING ROX! INUYASHA TOO!) Ok that was not to bad, until I listened to Breaking Benjamin in my car. This I think, was the start of my headache.

"Lit presentation, Friday" As me and Amet had done the project on Thursday, I felt quite good about myself for actually making an effort to do it. But when I reached school, I remembered that the hockey boys had gone for a competition, which they won 5-0, GO SJI, leaving our Lit group left with 3 members to present, including me. And then, during English lesson, I again realised that my whole group comprised only of hockey boys, except me, leaving me to spend the whole lesson in a miserable mood. To make matters worse, the lady at the Japanese stall told me that they would not be selling any more fried chicken karage from next monday onwards! Boohoohoo, why, why must they do this to me, I LOOOOOVE the karage. And that was not the end of my problems. During the Lit presentation, I had a terrible headache and when I put my hand to my forehead, I was burning hot! I tried to act normally, but I was feeling really giddy and slept through Bio lesson, with Mr Tan's approval of course.

After a seemingly long and tiring bus ride, I reached my home. Immediately I took a bath, asd the day is very hot and after a meal of pizza, I gulped down 2 Panadols, curing my ferocious headache at last.

From the events today, I have become a better person, as the Lord gave me many trials to face, but I overcame them all, just like how Moses overcame his fears to become the Lord's servant. I also have learnt that friendship is very important and the feeling of being alone and deserted is appalling. Lastly, I have learnt to take better care of my body next time, not to act cool and walk in the rain, unless I have no choice.

I thank the Lord for his gift of life, and for putting me thorugh these trials to test my faith to him.

ANTJ, signin out!

ANTJ PlaCes NeXt 2 U on4:13 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

2)

Yay, post no.2...

Today was an okay day, going to school as pernormal, having classes and lessons without any real excitement, except at PE, when we got thrashed at hockey in 10secs.(Its actually Andre Chan's fault) "Lit Project by Thursday", is quoted from our very own Mr Chua, so my group, Amet, Brandon, Yinglun, Ric and me decided to stay back to finish it. But, those 3 idiots ran off, leaving me and Amet to do all the work. Especially Yinglun, who said he would go to the canteen, FOR A LITTLE WHILE, BUT NEVER CAME BACK!!!Yinglun, I am going to screw you(oops)

Moving on to happier topics, Amet has finally got his own blog, with my help. As he is a total com noob, I took pity and helped him to set-up his blog. If you wanna have a look at it, the URL is ametjulien.blogspot.com
Updated my blog, made some changes, thx Ben for helping me too...

Although I was irritated at Andre Chan's blunder(a very big one), I realised that it was just a game, and I need not have reacted so harshly towards him, sorry Andre! Even though the 3 idiots pissed me too, I have forgiven them(the screwing was a joke) and hope that they won't take it to heart. Amet, I hope that you will regularly update your blog and all the best in your hockey match tomorrow.

ANTJ, signin out!

ANTJ PlaCes NeXt 2 U on5:32 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Ok everyone, this is my 1st real post...lol...

Today at school, Mr Foo announced our History Project results and......we got 11/20. Boo hoo hoo... so much work... to end up in dust...Actually, its not fair leh, Sammer's group got more time to do, f**kin cheaters, say Nige got the project when he got chicken pox, so cannot pass up on time, and they got 14/20!!!. Then Ament and me have to rush it out on the last day and in the end...haiz. F**kin Marcus Wong...never do anything, still get a mark. Well, at least our project passed, not like Ying Lun's group, failed...because never use vanguard...lol, sorry ying, no offence. Info-skills also sucked, Mrs Goh is damn boring, the whole lesson I was just colouring my calculator... Bio was quite fun too as we did not really do a practical, just answered teh questions only, lucky for me and Amet, because we forgot to bring our test tubes...lolx

YAYZ!!! Finally finished Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!!! Damn nice, but why did Dumbledore have to die, he was so pro... The story also ended quite abruptly, and on a sad note too. Hogwarts may close down...boo hoo hoo... the series is going to end soon, I think.

Oh yeah, if anyone has comments, please tag it and I will do my best!!!

ANTJ, signing out!

ANTJ PlaCes NeXt 2 U on11:08 PM

Ben can u plz show me how to make a taggie board... i am damn noob @ this...thx
Oh and can u all plz give me suggestions on my new blog...maybe i can improve on something

ANTJ PlaCes NeXt 2 U on3:52 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Hi juz tyring out to see whether my blog looks cool or not

ANTJ PlaCes NeXt 2 U on7:27 AM